A little lost

Well Helloooo There =D

Lately I've been feeling kind of lost. i have this constant feeling that what i do isn't important. i wake up in the morning and want to just go back to sleep, so i try to think "what do i need to do today?" every night there seams to be something i plan to do the next day, but i can never remember it in the morning.

well i realized today what i was missing, why i feel so unimportant.
I've been spending my summer inside and on the computer. i need to get out and be in nature. but every time i realize that, i also realize that it is amazingly hot outside... too much for this lazy, detached me to withstand.

it made sense to be like that during the school year. 8 hours of paying attention to various subjects while still trying to be social with the people around you is very tiring. that's why i couldn't wait for the summer. for just simply being and enjoying nature. but that isn't what happened.

so now I'm going to try to fix it. quickly! before i have to go back to that horrid prison!
it'll be my senior year. ill be doing things differently from then on. ill have to be serious and independent....
so I'm losing time for just simply being....

Ill need a little help. I'm still quite dependent on my loved ones. But ill try my best.

Ill have to, if i have any hope of staying on my path.
I cant let myself get lost, its time to grow up and stop being this detached little me.

Lately

i have been very busy lately
between hanging out with Ria Lauren Indonesia and even Brooke I find myself quite.... unlazy?
that is a good thing, of course, however i have just recently gotten my internet back - my family got a new router and my old computer was too old to connect to it, so i had no internet. so now i have a SUPER new computer and it makes me soooooo excited X3
sadly I dont have all of my pictures, videos, and music from my old computer yet (getting them tomorrow) so I still haven't updated The Lack of Laziness Project like I meant to =/
The only problem with this..... THE REST OF YOU STILL HAVEN'T POSTED THERE EITHER! (<--- directed at Lauren Ria and Indo) angry face =(         >=(         D=<
but yeah >.> ill be posting an update video there once I have all of my memory
I also had just started to edit together the Aqua De Rosa videos from before all this computer trouble, so i GUESS I'll just put that here like Ria did with her Aqua De Rosa one.... =/ but yeah

check out our other blogs if you look at this and are interested in what this non-sensical girl is blabbering on about. Here's Ria's Circle: http://riabunnieblog.blogspot.com/
and Here's The Lack of Laziness Project: http://lackoflazinessproject.blogspot.com/

Love Youz (even though your too busy to even type something simple like this),
Val~

sooooooooooooo this is my test to see if i can use wmv files to post videos here =D

I did the Salt and Ice challenge >.> NOT knowing that its a chemical reaction that burns
but yeah I don't recommend doing that........ I was just having an ignorant "i dont know what this is supposed to do..... lets do it!" blonde moment ^^"""""""

and i guess these files work huh =D makes me so happy

First blog post ever in my life (don't judge)

This is going to be my test blog, soooooo here we go XP

can I post a picture?
yep <3 its a squirrel~! (MY photography btw ;P)

can I post a video?
uhmmmmmmmmm no 'cus they are all in the wrong format >.>

I'm just going to say it now, I do not know how to blog.... in fact i made this account so long ago that I don't even remember what it was originally for... i think one of my English teachers made us make accounts for what ever reason or another. god that woman is annoying T.T

but yeah... I will be making a circle for my friends and i to keep up with each other and mainly be for vlogs =/
you know... once i figure out how to change the format of my videos >.>

So yeaaaaah. the main goal of all of this is to keep us doing what we love (opposed to being lazy <--- really only my problem) and keep us in touch. you know, since everyone but me is going away to collage somewhere else =/

um.... so.... like..... bye?